Apology Letters to Husband.
Expressing Love and Trying to Change

I’m really sorry for making you feel like I don’t care about you or that I don’t want to be your girlfriend. That was never my intention, and I hate that my actions made you feel unloved and uncomfortable. I know I’m not always great at showing how much you mean to me, and I understand now how that’s hurt you deeply. I want you to know that I do love you, truly. I’ve been trying in my own way, even if it hasn’t come across clearly. Unfriending people, sending those little messages every morning, all of that was me trying to show you I’m committed and thinking of you. But I realize that what I did wasn’t enough to make you feel secure or cherished, and I’m sorry for falling short. I take full responsibility for not being more open and affectionate in the ways you need. I don’t want you to feel like you’re not enough or that I’m not here for you. I’m going to keep working on being more present and more expressive, even if it feels uncomfortable for me sometimes, because you deserve that. If you’re willing, I’d really like to talk about how I can better show my love in ways that resonate with you. I’m here when you’re ready.