Apology letter to BoyfriendHe wanted me to watch the first episode of a show he like...

{"title":"Lying About Watching the Show Together","letter":"I'm sorry I lied about watching the episode with you and promised I was when I wasn't. I agreed to watch and then froze at that brutal scene. Instead of being honest and saying I needed to stop, I hid in a game because I didn't know how to say I couldn't handle it in the moment. That was wrong.\n\nI understand how my behavior must have felt: dismissive, disrespectful of your time and excitement, and dishonest. I can see how promising I was watching and then not following through hurt you and broke trust between us. You deserved my honesty, and I took the easy way out instead of treating you like the person I love and respect.\n\nI take full responsibility. I should have said clearly that I needed to pause and asked for a rain check, or at least told you I was stepping away. To make this right, I will be upfront about hard scenes from now on — I’ll say if I need to stop, and I won’t fake being present. If you want, I’ll rewatch that episode with you when I’m ready, or we can pick something else together. I’ll also turn off the game when we plan to watch so I’m not tempted to escape.\n\nI want to hear how this felt for you and how I can rebuild your trust. When you're ready, I’d like to talk and listen."]}