Apology Letters to Friend.
Causing Pain Through My Absence

I’m so deeply sorry for the pain my actions have caused you. I know that my decision to end my life has left an unimaginable impact on you, and I can only imagine the heartache and confusion you are feeling right now. I wish I could take it all back and show you how much I truly care. There’s no easy way to say this, but I understand that my choice has shattered the trust and connection we had as friends. I never wanted to hurt you, and I can see now how my struggle affected not only me but also everyone I care about, especially you. You’ve always been there for me, and I regret that I didn’t reach out to you when I needed help the most. I’m taking full responsibility for my actions and the pain I’ve caused. I know it’s not enough to say I’m sorry, but I want you to know that I’m committed to understanding and addressing my mental health to prevent this from happening again. It's something I should have faced head-on with your support, and I’m truly sorry for not allowing you to be part of that journey. Please take all the time you need to process this. I hope that one day we can talk about it when you feel ready. I miss our friendship and the laughter we shared, and I would love the chance to make things right, even if it takes time.