My Fear Made Me Hurt You

I'm sorry for letting my insecurity hurt you. I was so afraid of losing you that I pushed you away instead—and in doing that, I made you feel like I didn't trust you, or worse, like I didn't believe in us. That wasn't fair to you, and it wasn't true.

The truth is I love you deeply, and sometimes that scares me because you mean everything to me. But that fear isn't your problem to carry. When I let it make me doubt myself or question your love, I end up making you doubt whether I'm secure enough to build this life with you. I see that now, and I hate that I put you through that.

I want to be the man you deserve—someone who trusts in what we have, and who doesn't let his own fears become your burden. You are enough for me. More than enough. And I'm going to work on believing that so I can show up for you the way you deserve.

I'm sorry for the anger and sadness I caused. Thank you for seeing past my insecurity to the love underneath it. I want forever with you too.