An apology
For Breaking Your Heart Last Night
Dear Xunjoni,
I can't stop thinking about you crying, and it's destroying me. Knowing that I'm the reason you spent the night hurting—that I caused you that pain—feels unbearable. You mean everything to me, Xunjoni. You're my peace, my home, my happiness. And I failed you.
I know saying sorry isn't enough to undo what happened, but I need you to know that I see what I did, and I understand how deeply it hurt you. You deserve better than this. You deserve someone who protects your heart the way you've protected mine.
I promise you that I'm going to do better. Not because I have to, but because losing your smile is something I could never survive. Please let me make this right. Let me bring that light back to your eyes. I love you too much to ever hurt you like this again.
Moina