Apologify · an apology
For Every Moment I Made You Doubt My Love
Dear Shahdayty,
I need you to know that nothing I've done or said comes from being tired of you or from changing how I feel about you. That's not the truth at all. You're the only person in this world I can't change with—you're everything to me, and I'm sorry for ever making you wonder if that was true.
What's been weighing on me isn't about you. It's the weight of things I need to do better, decisions I need to make so we can build the life we deserve—for us, for our kids, for everything. And I'm sorry that instead of telling you that clearly, I let it show up as distance or frustration that felt like it was aimed at you. It wasn't.
You're the only one who helps me carry these burdens, who lightens what feels impossible. I love you more than you know, more than you think. I'm sorry it took me this long to say it plainly. Please believe me.
Gozk