Hurting You When You Mean Everything
To Pariππ,
I know I hurt you, and I hate that I did. The things I said and did β I see them clearly now, and I understand how much pain I caused you. That weight sits with me, and I'm truly sorry. You didn't deserve that.
You mean more to me than I can put into words. Being without you feels impossible, and the thought of losing you scares me more than anything. But I'm not just saying sorry to make this go away β I want to actually change. I want to listen to you the way you deserve, to show up for you every day, to choose you and your happiness the way I should have been doing all along.
You're so special to me, Pari. I'm going to do better, not just promise it β prove it. Please come back. I love you so much, and I need the chance to make this right with you.
Shaurya