For the Times I Let You Down

I know I mess up, and I hate that I do. I hate that I've put you through that—the disappointment, the frustration, all of it. You deserve better than someone who has to keep apologizing for the same things, and I see that.

But I need you to know that my love for you is real and constant, even when I'm failing at showing up the way you need. You matter so much to me, yaar. More than I sometimes manage to express or prove in the moment.

I'm going to do better. Not perfect—but genuinely better. You shouldn't have to keep forgiving me without seeing real change, and I'm committed to that. Thank you for staying, for loving me even when I mess up. I won't take that for granted.