Repeated Mistakes and My Promise to Change

I know what I did, and I know you asked me not to do it—and I did it anyway, again and again. That wasn't carelessness or weakness; that was me choosing the wrong thing even when you were clear about what you needed. I can see how that broke something between us, and I don't expect you to just forget it or go back to who we were before I messed up.

But yaarr, I need you to know that I've really changed. This isn't just words—I've looked at myself and understood why I kept hurting you even though losing you terrifies me more than anything. I can't live without you. You're everything to me, and I'm different now because I finally get what I was risking.

I promise you I will never hurt you like this again. Not because I'm scared, but because I love you too much to be that person anymore. I know trust has to be earned back, and I'm ready to do that—slowly, honestly, for as long as it takes. Please don't give up on me.