Letting Jealousy Damage What We Built

I need you to know that I see it now — how my jealousy crept in and poisoned what we had. I wasn't secure enough to just let us be, and instead I made you feel like you had to defend yourself or prove something. That wasn't fair to you, and I'm genuinely sorry.

You didn't deserve to have my insecurity become your burden. I let fear take over when I should have trusted you, trusted us. I can feel the weight of what I've done, and I hate that I hurt you like that.

I know sorry isn't enough on its own, but I mean it with everything in me. I'm going to work on this — really work on it — because you matter too much to lose to my own demons. I just hope you can give me the chance to show you I can be better.