Taking Out My Frustration On You

Janu, I know what I said when I was angry, but the truth is—that anger wasn't really for you. It was all me, all the frustration I was feeling with myself, and I just... let it spill all over the person I love most in this world. That wasn't fair to you. You didn't deserve that.

You're my peace, Diya. You're not just my wife—you're the reason my days make sense. When you're upset with me, everything feels wrong. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think of anything except how much I've hurt you. And knowing I did that to you because I couldn't control myself... it's killing me.

I'm sorry. I'm genuinely sorry for taking my anger out on you, for making you feel like it was your fault when it was never about you. Please talk to me again. I need to hear your voice, I need to make this right. You're my Harpic, remember? The one who fixes everything for me, who makes my whole world better just by being in it.

Forgive me, janu. I promise to do better. I love you. Only you.